“When did we grow up and started having to make important decisions?” is how I think that line is in that one episode of Grey’s Anatomy.
As adults, we’re faced with decisions every day of our lives. Perhaps this is a reason why our days go by so quickly, we make decisions and move on. It moves on because we don’t want to remember it and don’t want to think about it. With the decisions that we make, we’re often left with consequences, good or bad.
This has been an eventful weekend. One that was long, expensive, and stressful. I hate to have made some of the decisions that I made. I don’t like to live with regrets yet I do have to face the consequences.
All I need right now is someone to remind me why I’m here and hopefully someone that can tell me what the big picture really looks like.
I tell myself that I’m one of those people who think about consequences before making decisions, and sometimes, I forget about the concequences and jump into decisions.
I’m tired, and stressed. I hate confrontations and I hate to leave someone unhappy and this weekend, I think I made several people unhappy. It troubles me and I hate it when people are unhappy.
I wished I have a remote control that I can fast forward ahead and see how my life actually turned out. Then, rewind and live it differently…
