I’m not feeling blissed at the moment. Far from it. Annoyed and irritated at the very least. A few are my wrong doings and missing opportunities. Kicking myself at 5am isn’t the right away to go about it but I’m awake and it’s one of the things that I’m thinking about.
I can’t say for sure but not having a definition of the road ahead is one of the many things that frustrates me. I guess in a way, the curve ball that has been thrown at me this week – having to work the second shift is bothering me considerably… There’s an unfinished business that I keep having to put off and getting pushed aside. Patience is not a skill that I have mastered yet.
I’m one to get it done, now.
I would think I should be excited about the upcoming months – lots of fun things are happening but having an unfinished business trumps everything else at the moment.