Over the last 2 weeks, I’ve spent playing around with my computer, something that I haven’t done in long time. It started with the concept of Virtualization. I was intrigued – running multiple OS on a single PC. The concept is not new. It’s been around a while, I just left behind.

Catching up on it got my curiousity going again – a feeling that seemed to have been lost from me. Not only did I learn about virtualization, it got me thinking about running the MacOS from my PC. I eventually did but I think it’s definitely something that you do just for fun – a mere curiousity of the mind. It’s not something that I would recommend anyone do – buy a real Mac.

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This post number started a long time ago and I couldn’t find a way to finish what I started and so I thought this was one of those thoughts that will never finish… As a result, I’m starting a new one.

I’m one of those people who can find bliss in the simplest things in life but then that moment fades away quickly and is replaced with emptiness. Perhaps this is what drives me to find the next thing that defines and challenges me. Or it’s the fact that I can never be happy – it goes as easily as it came.

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This was actually taken 12/16/07.

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I suppose this is a change from my regular blogs. Here’s something taken from my iPhone.

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People have asked me what my plans after May… For those who needs to be filled in, after May, I would have completed my Masters of Science in Software Engineering. It’s been 2 years and it’s time to finish.

I’ll be getting myself a new camera – Nikon D300. It would be 4 years since my D70 and it’s time to get a new and advanced camera. I’ve contemplated about moving to medium format but I don’t think I’m financially ready for that switch.

Definitely after that, I’ll be picking up on my photography again. This is where I will push myself further and find my calling on that other thing that I do.

I’ll turn 30. Seemed like a milestone age. Not sure if it’ll be any different for me. Maybe I’ll be able to grow a beard after 30. lol. It’s starting to get annoying having to shave everyday.

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It should be released me, but I wanted to make it sound like the Pearl Jam song. Maybe it should be “Release -1″, similar to that programming syntax that I don’t use but is good for you.

Waking up at 9am is so nice. I didn’t even need to drink coffee to stay awake.

My brother had good advice to share… Why should it stop you? Maybe not in those exact words but it’s one interpretation of it. Another one, “Everything is like eating/shitting”.

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No matter how I think about it, this feeling still sucks. No matter how graceful that it could have been, it’s never easy. I’ve given this a lot of thought – too much in fact. I’m hoping that this was a misunderstanding but that’s just me being pathetic. I was hoping that there was more to this that I’m not seeing but that’s just me not wanting to accept it.

The last 2 weeks have been just absolutely crazy. I thought I had a break last Sunday and things were going to changing. I thought things were going to be normal again. That’s me, hoping for too much normalcy. Little did I know that, Sunday’s was just a fluke.

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No matter how long or old it is, it is just the same. It doesn’t change. The execution is the same and the end result feels the same. It’s hard to get used to but then againl, that’s how it is in real life. This is where I feel hurt and angry but it’s expected. Only time will make it better, and easier.

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